Tendon problem; still there.

   A lot has happened recently, but at the same time nothing at all has happened. Udex has a tendon problem, which means that he'll be off for another four to five months. He is allowed to play on his own in the arena, but no riding. )-: That's a real shame considering it's my last few months living/training here in Germany. I would have liked to train as much as I could these last few months. Now that I'm leaving this beautiful country with great trainers and horses, I'm realizing everything in the horse-world I'd taken for-granted.
  Udex will be joining me in the states a few months after I'm settled in. He will be staying with a friend and his lovely horses for a few months. When I have my own stable settled and ready, and a few more horses for companions for Udex, then my friends will send him to me!! I'm really heartbroken about leaving my baby.. )-: It hurts soo, sooo, sooooo much. There's a lot of "what if''s" playing out in my mind that I'm trying hard to not answer. Udex means the world to me. I haven't ever been away from him for more then three days. The fact of not being able to see him for three months!? It's crazy. )-:
  I hope the next six months happen really fast. I've also added random photos of Udex from the past month into this blog entry.

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